anger

when i'm stressed, i get angry
when i'm working, i get angry
when i'm arguing, i get angry

when the first sip tickles my tongue
when the high slowly engulfs me
i get angry

i hate that i'm this way
i hate that i'm callow
i hate that i magnify my shortcomings
i hate that i hate myself

self esteem, self esteem
when shalt thou come